Fucking hell. What a week. It’s been 6 days since the preview and I’m only now getting back to normal. Oh man, one thing I did not account for was how much it was going to take out of me. I was exhausted! All this adrenaline, nerves and energy beforehand, then zooompch. It was like I deflated.
It all began tonight
So tonight is preview night. I’m excited. I’ve been doing all the nervous pooing. Like, all the nervous pooing.
I made you out of clay.
Tomorrow night is the preview show. (doors 7.30pm at The Shed, 26 Langside Avenue, Glasgow. Tickets available on the door). The first public performance of In Utero. How am I feeling? Nervous. Excited. Terrified. Hopeful. Usual, really.
So, after yesterday’s frustrating rehearsals leaving me wanting to cry and have a bath and drink lots of wine and cry some more, today’s was absolutely amazing. I’m so pumped up! Let’s go team, let’s go! I need to remember that I love acting, and I need to enjoy these rehearsals and not get myself pure stressed out. Continue reading