I have been back in therapy for five weeks now, and once again, I'm bloody nailing it. I am Da Best at therapy. I've been struggling with the ole BPD a lot recently. I've been hella unstable, and my anxiety has been through the roof. Recognising that I'm Going Through It, and having already bleached … Continue reading I’m so good at therapy
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It's February: the most romantic month of the year. Hence, renaming it Februromantary, because it is as accurate as it is catchy. Before I continue, I'd just like to say thank you for all the kind words to me and my family regarding my sister's passing. It was a difficult time, but we're coping. Thanks … Continue reading Februromantary
2019 is fast coming to an end. This year has honestly been one of the best I've had in a long time, and I can sum up my feelings for it in two words: Busy and Proud. I HAVE BEEN SO BLOODY BUSY THIS YEAR I AM HELLA EXHAUSTED!!! Honestly, I'm so tired!! This year … Continue reading 2019: in review
Good news everyone- yer gurl is getting feelings again. I am no longer an emotionless robot. It is terrifying. One of my favourite quotes is from Chuck Palahniuk's book "Choke": "Love is bullshit. Emotion is bullshit. I am a rock. A jerk. I'm an uncaring asshole and proud of it. What would Jesus not do?" … Continue reading Feelings
Today is a sad day. A day of distraught. Of tears. Of loss. A day filled with misery, ending with crippling loneliness and despair. For today is the day that I am not allowed to watch EastEnders. And I am heartbroken. I recently started my masters in TV Fiction Writing because I am so smart … Continue reading A Sad Day
Two days ago, I turned 31. But don't worry, I'm still ridiculously attractive. Honestly, what a babe. 30 was a weird year for me, very mixed feelings. However, in the last six months, things started to get better, and they continued to improve. I found myself getting happier and happier, and on the day I … Continue reading 31
No, I'm not Josh Hartnett. I'm much sexier. However, I did also have an agonising experience that lasted 40 days and 40 nights, and it did also involve vaginas. Maybe I am him. I call this story: The Tale of the Late Period. You may recall, in February I took period delay tablets because I … Continue reading 40 Days and 40 Nights
Last year, I spent a lot of time receiving mixed signals from men I was interested in. They were hot, they were cold, they were yes, they were no, they were Katy Perry, they weren't Katy Perry. It was all a tad confusing. However, maybe it wasn't all their fault. I use Spotify to play … Continue reading Mixed Signals.
So I'm in Los Angeles for the week visiting my pal and seeing the sights and shit. It's hella good. Do you know what's not good?! LIES. Let me tell you a wee story. To get here, I got the night bus from Glasgow to London (8 hours), then flew for 11 hours and 20 … Continue reading EVERYTHING IS A LIE
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